Jumat, Februari 24, 2012

My Dream Last Night #1: The Book

Last night I dreamed about her, again. But this time, the story goes a little bit different that the last one. There’s my friend whom I won’t to say her name, and of course there’s her. My ex-crush, I say it like that because I want to be optimism that I didn’t have a crush on her anymore. But if I still dreamed about her, that it change everything. Maybe a little part of heart still have a feeling for her, but my conscience have declare that it is impossible that I can ever be with her. So, this dream is a bit weird and confusing. I mean I like her, but as a friend you know? I mean, not exactly as a friend. I want her to be someone special in my life I mean it’s not like that. But it’s like…what is it? You see my point here? I’m confused.

Well, let’s go back to the “dream” part. But before I sleep I swear I’m not thinking about her first, I just thinking about someone else but definitely not her. Obviously, you can’t tell your dream the whole story right? Because dream is hazy and delusional, we can tell the whole thing, just a view part that we remembered. Except in the movie “Inception”, you can make your dream whatever you want. Sweet!

First, part that I remembered is when she gave the book that written her name on the cover, that mean she gave her book that she wrote, right? That’s one. Second, I saw my friend “shalat” without “mukena”. That’s two. And the last I saw my ex-crush will go to my home seeing me cried before. Then, I wake up. What those mean? And why is she still popping in dream? Am I still have a crush on her? The answer may surprised you, to be continue…



“...must we dream our dreams and have them, too?” - Elizabeth Bishop, 'Questions of Travel'

Kamis, Februari 23, 2012

South Africa

There’s a class in the fourth semester called “CCU”, it stands for “Cross Cultural Understanding”. Sounds pretty cool, right? It’s basically class to understand about the other culture in the other country, so it’s not causes any misunderstanding. For example: If we in Africa, the way to say thank you in there is by spit up in front of the person that you will say thank you to. I mean, if you did that here you may have you ass kicked. Or in Japan, the way of they meet is by bow to each other. It may seem and sounds a bit strange to us, but it’s a culture in there.  Different with Arab, the way of they meet between a man is by hug and cheek kiss each other. If we do that here, that would be weird right? Even super weird, some people may thought you a…you know, right?



Well, first the lecturer made a group that had three persons in each group. And then, we have an assignment that we have to represented the culture of the other country by showing and demonstrated their dance (with the music obviously), costumes, foods, and plus a paper and power point presentation. If that’s not bad enough, my group is chosen to be representing an African culture! South Africa is more detailed. So great, super great…
But anyway, it’s no use to complain right? So, I started to search and looking for an information about African culture. Using a Goggle, I mean Google. Goggle or Google? Ah, whatever… Anyhow, I’ve got some information about Africa. And the weirdest thing happen, I start to like this country. South Africa, the country where the white people and black people (I’m sorry if I say it like this, I swear I don’t mean to be racist) live in harmony, of course by now. Cause in the past, there is a “apartheid” problem but I don’t want to bore you with the past history. The country seems nice, the people also seem nice, it’s happy with the “diski” dance, and it’s colorful with the different race in there. What a beautiful country, it really is. In fact, I willing go to the South Africa knowing that how beautiful is that country. I put South Africa in the list of “the country that I want to visit” after United Kingdom (England), United States (New York), United Arab Emirates (Abu Dhabi and Dubai), Japan, and Australia.

I want to tell you what I have been found about South Africa so far. First, there’s a traditional food from South Africa called “Biltong”. It is similar to beef jerky in that they are both spiced, dried meats, but differ in their typical ingredients, taste and production process; in particular the main difference from jerky is that Biltong does not have a sweet taste. The word biltong is from the Dutch bil ("rump") and tong ("strip" or "tongue"). It sounds delicious and looks yummy, in my group presentation later we have to make that food to be served for all audience in a class. I hope I can make it as same as the ingredients says. Second, there’s a dance called “Gumboot Dance” which is a dance that conceived by black miners in South Africa as an alternative to drumming—which authorities restricted. The boots were a solution to a problem of often flooded gold mines in which men otherwise stood in knee-deep water toiling at their work stations. But there’s one catch, and that is the costumes. The costumes is very exposed almost a half part of your body actually, it just covered the “top” and “the bottom” of your body. Can you imagine if I wear that kind a costume? Oh no, don’t imagine it. It’s gross. Well, anyway I have a lot of fun from searching an African culture. I just wish that everything will go smoothly when my group represented the South Africa culture, Amin. For me, it’s time for Africa!

Mixtape

A piece of CD or Cassette that contain some songs of someone favorite songs, it usually made for a friend, girlfriend, or any other someone special. It usually to show that we’re care about the people that we made a mixtape to, and also it can be resolved something that not going on so well between that two person (the maker and the receiver). If I would make a mixtape for someone special, I would have an investigated first to knowing what her favorite songs. If she using a Blackberry, well you’re in luck because you can see what she’s been listening to (if she allow you to see what she’s been listening to). But, don’t worry if she’s not using a Blackberry. You can found it in any other sources, right? Like asking her friend, if you brave enough lend her phone and see what kind a music that she’s listening to, or maybe you can see what her favorite music in her facebook info. There’s many way to go to Rome, right? Not for nothing or nothing, if I would make her a mixtape I know two of her favorite song for sure and one for guessed, those songs are: 

1. "Fix You" by Coldplay (I know for sure)
2. "Viva La Vida" by Coldplay (I know for sure)
3. "Price Tag" by Jessie J (I know for guessed)

But it’s not like I like her, it just if I would make her a mixtape that three songs will definitely I put in her mixtape. You know, her birthday will comin’ up in view months…so, maybe I should give her a present. I wish someday there’s someone who will make me a mixtape, cause if that happen… I would absolutely appreciate it and honestly that something that I’ve been dreaming for my future-wife will do.

Minggu, Februari 19, 2012

The Things That Got Me Thinking To Do

Today when I’m in my trip to go to Bandung from Purwakarta after I visited my family in there, when I’m in a bus I played a Coldplay’s song in my Blackberry using a headset the whole trip and actually got me thinking about two things. First, maybe I should shave my hair like Chris Martin, so my hair will be exactly look like his hair when its grow. I mean I’m not joking, Chris Martin and I have a similar hair which is curly or wavy. But when our hair is short it doesn’t really look curly or wavy, it just looks like…a short hair should looked, you know what I mean? It’s not look like some kind a noodle hair…yeah my friend always calling me “noodle hair”, when my hair starts to growing into a curliness. The only different between his hair and mine is that his hair is a bit brown and blonde, but mine is all black. His hair is just look ordinary and not too much style if I observed, but I think it’s nice…it’s casual actually, it’s so British…brilliant!

Okay, that’s the first thing that got me thinking when I played a Coldplay’s song in my Blackberry using a headset. The second thing is about a program that I recommended to do in my campus, The English Day which is Monday and Thursday. This is a program that I willing to do in my campus organization from generation to generation, so it’s a little-bit-lot of pressure for me to continue and make this program keep alive and working it on successfully from one generation to the next generation. It’s my duty as a committee, and my duty is my responsibility. I don’t want to let down my brother/my leader, especially I respect him so much…he’s a good leader, thank you for trusting me brother… Lately, this program is not going well as I hope…in fact, it’s not going at all. But tomorrow, I will make sure that this program “Insya Allah” will be keep going on, I vow to myself that I will speak English for a day tomorrow to show that tomorrow is The English Day! Well, except when I want to order some food in a cafeteria…cause I think they don’t speak English well enough to understand when I speak English to them, no offense ladies and gentlemen. Yeah! I’m gonna do it! Why am I gonna do it? Cause I’ve got a revelation when I’m in a bus earlier today that says: “Some people will not follow something that you ask for them to do unless you do that thing that you ask for, to show to other people that you’re doing that thing that you’ve been asking for them to do”. If you’re not doing something that you ask for them to do, then don’t expected the other people will doing it, they would like: “You’re the person that want us to do something that you ask for, but you are yourself not doing it, then for what we’re doing something that you’ve been ask for us to do but you are yourself not doing it?” Get it? See my point here? If you haven’t got it and see my point yet here, I will give you an example.

The Great Prophet of Muhammad SAW doing every single value that able in The Holy Al-Koran while he’s doing some activities as a trader, while he’s doing a journey, and et cetera. My point is while he declare his religion which is Islam, he’s also doing something which is a value from the holy book that basically something that The Great Prophet want us to do, and sure enough he’s doing it. Well, no wonder we’re all (Muslim) doing everything that he does from The Holy Al-Koran until now. He’s not just declare his religion and not doing every value that Allah SWT give to him, he show and practice every single value that able in The Holy Al-Koran so we could learned and followed his teach to survive in the world and the beyond. Thank you so much for all your teaching, all praise and glory to Allah SWT and Muhammad SAW to whom I owe everything. Amin. 

Zich Voorstellen

Mag ik me even voorstellen? Ik heet Redy. Ik kom uit Indonesia, in Purwakarta dat is dicht bij Bandung en Jakarta. Ik ben alleen, Ik ben vrijgezel. Ik ben 17 jaar oud, Ik studier. Ik ben moslim. Ik hou van muziek, Ik hou gitaar spleen. Met u te hebben gesproken.

Rabu, Februari 15, 2012

Needs and Hobbies

When I have first meeting with a new lecturer in a new semester, clearly the lecturer will ask you some question to getting know the students, right? And usually he will ask something like this: “What’s your name? “ or “What’s your hobbies?”, right? Well, there’s my friend who couple of time answered the question “What’s your hobbies?” with the answer “My hobby is eat or sleep”. I was like in my heart saying: “What in the world that eat or sleep is a hobbies? For God sake, that’s a needs not a hobbies! Damn!”

Let me refresh your memory: “Needs” is something that you have to do like it or not, if you’re not doing it you may die. For example like: Eat, Sleep, Drink, and etc. “Hobbies” is something that you like to do in your free time, but not only in your free time, all the time if you really like that hobby. So, some of advice when the lecturer asked you “What’s your hobbies?” Please don’t answer “eat”, “sleep”, or "drink", try to answer with a little more make senses activity as a hobbies, for example like: Listening to the music, Writing a book or Reading a poem, and etc. Because it bums me out and honestly make you look stupid when you said your hobbies is Eat, Sleep, or Drink. Sorry.

It's Over

The thing that I talked much earlier, it's over.


"Let go of what kills you and hold on to what keeps you breathing" 


- Spongebob Squarepants

Happy Not-Valentine’s Day

When the day came to the February 14, I feel someone remind me that day is a Valentine’s Day. Why’s everybody so happy about Valentine’s Day? Do you know that February 14 it just a day where the Saint Valentinus died? It’s not meaning anything for us, especially for us whom a Muslim. No offense, guys. We’re (Muslim) is forbid to celebrate a Valentine’s Day, because it same as we believe to their Saint which we’re not. Even if we celebrate with trained a gift to each other, or maybe I don’t know doing something that they say “love” in a hotel room, yeah I watch the news. That’s why Islam forbid us to celebrate a Valentine’s Day, because it may lead us into doing something that we shouldn’t do before we get married. I’m not going negative thinking here, but it just the fact! I’m telling you, it just something that made up for those who hate Islam (Jewish and Christian) to fool us (Muslim). So, to any of you who declare yourself as a Muslim, I want to shout out loud to you all this: Don’t celebrate a Valentine’s Day! Do you honestly believe that deep down a love can be determined by a day? Love can’t be determined by anything, it come and gone whenever, wherever, and to whoever who believe to the Love itself. Is it possible that I was gonna meet the love of my life in a Valentine’s Day? Please, that stuff only happens in a movie. What I’m trying to say is Valentine’s Day is stupid, there is no different between the other days, the only different is all the people wearing a pink outfit that match with their couple. Blah!

Minggu, Februari 12, 2012

A short story that changed Adam Young's life: "An Occurrence at Owl Creek Bridge" by Ambrose Bierce

An Occurrence at Owl Creek Bridge

by Ambrose Bierce

A man stood upon a railroad bridge in northern Alabama, looking down into the swift water twenty feet below. The man's hands were behind his back, the wrists bound with a cord. A rope closely encircled his neck. It was attached to a stout cross-timber above his head and the slack fell to the level of his knees. Some loose boards laid upon the sleepers supporting the metals of the railway supplied a footing for him and his executioners--two private soldiers of the Federal army, directed by a sergeant who in civil life may have been a deputy sheriff. At a short remove upon the same temporary platform was an officer in the uniform of his rank, armed. He was a captain. A sentinel at each end of the bridge stood with his rifle in the position known as "support," that is to say, vertical in front of the left shoulder, the hammer resting on the forearm thrown straight across the chest--a formal and unnatural position, enforcing an erect carriage of the body. It did not appear to be the duty of these two men to know what was occurring at the center of the bridge; they merely blockaded the two ends of the foot planking that traversed it.
Beyond one of the sentinels nobody was in sight; the railroad ran straight away into a forest for a hundred yards, then, curving, was lost to view. Doubtless there was an outpost farther along. The other bank of the stream was open ground--a gentle acclivity topped with a stockade of vertical tree trunks, loopholed for rifles, with a single embrasure through which protruded the muzzle of a brass cannon commanding the bridge. Midway of the slope between the bridge and fort were the spectators--a single company of infantry in line, at "parade rest," the butts of the rifles on the ground, the barrels inclining slightly backward against the right shoulder, the hands crossed upon the stock. A lieu tenant stood at the right of the line, the point of his sword upon the ground, his left hand resting upon his right. Excepting the group of four at the center of the bridge, not a man moved. The company faced the bridge, staring stonily, motionless. The sentinels, facing the banks of the stream, might have been statues to adorn the bridge. The captain stood with folded arms, silent, observing the work of his subordinates, but making no sign. Death is a dignitary who when he comes announced is to be received with formal manifestations of respect, even by those most familiar with him. In the code of military etiquette silence and fixity are forms of deference.
The man who was engaged in being hanged was apparently about thirty-five years of age. He was a civilian, if one might judge from his habit, which was that of a planter. His features were good--a straight nose, firm mouth, broad forehead, from which his long, dark hair was combed straight back, falling behind his ears to the collar of his well-fitting frock coat. He wore a mustache and pointed beard, but no whiskers; his eyes were large and dark gray, and had a kindly expression which one would hardly have expected in one whose neck was in the hemp. Evidently this was no vulgar assassin. The liberal military code makes provision for hanging many kinds of persons, and gentlemen are not excluded.
The preparations being complete, the two private soldiers stepped aside and each drew away the plank upon which he had been standing. The sergeant turned to the captain, saluted and placed himself immediately behind that officer, who in turn moved apart one pace. These movements left the condemned man and the sergeant standing on the two ends of the same plank, which spanned three of the cross-ties of the bridge. The end upon which the civilian stood almost, but not quite, reached a fourth. This plank had been held in place by the weight of the captain; it was now held by that of the sergeant. At a signal from the former the latter would step aside, the plank would tilt and the condemned man go down between two ties. The arrangement commended itself to his judgment as simple and effective. His face had not been covered nor his eyes bandaged. He looked a moment at his "unsteadfast footing," then let his gaze wander to the swirling water of the stream racing madly beneath his feet. A piece of dancing driftwood caught his attention and his eyes followed it down the current. How slowly it appeared to move, What a sluggish stream!
He closed his eyes in order to fix his last thoughts upon his wife and children. The water, touched to gold by the early sun, the brooding mists under the banks at some distance down the stream, the fort, the soldiers, the piece of drift--all had distracted him. And now he became conscious of a new disturbance. Striking through the thought of his dear ones was a sound which he could neither ignore nor understand, a sharp, distinct, metallic percussion like the stroke of a blacksmith's hammer upon the anvil; it had the same ringing quality. He wondered what it was, and whether immeasurably distant or near by--it seemed both. Its recurrence was regular, but as slow as the tolling of a death knell. He awaited each stroke with impatience and--he knew not why--apprehension. The intervals of silence grew progressively longer, the delays became maddening. With their greater infrequency the sounds increased in strength and sharpness. They hurt his ear like the thrust of a knife; he feared he would shriek. What he heard was the ticking of his watch.
He unclosed his eyes and saw again the water below him. "If I could free my hands," he thought, "I might throw off the noose and spring into the stream. By diving I could evade the bullets and, swimming vigorously, reach the bank, take to the woods and get away home. My home, thank God, is as yet outside their lines; my wife and little ones are still beyond the invader's farthest advance."
As these thoughts, which have here to be set down in words, were flashed into the doomed man's brain rather than evolved from it the captain nodded to the sergeant. The sergeant stepped aside.


II

Peyton Farquhar was a well-to-do planter, of an old and highly respected Alabama family. Being a slave owner and like other slave owners a politician he was naturally an original secessionist and ardently devoted to the Southern cause. Circumstances of an imperious nature, which it is unnecessary to relate here, had prevented him from taking service with the gallant army that had fought the disastrous campaigns ending with the fall of Corinth, and he chafed under the inglorious restraint, longing for the release of his energies, the larger life of the soldier, the opportunity for distinction. That opportunity, he felt, would come, as it comes to all in war time. Meanwhile he did what he could. No service was too humble for him to perform in aid of the South, no adventure too perilous for him to undertake if consistent with the character of a civilian who was at heart a soldier, and who in good faith and without too much qualification assented to at least a part of the frankly villainous dictum that all is fair in love and war.
One evening while Farquhar and his wife were sitting on a rustic bench near the entrance to his grounds, a gray-clad soldier rode up to the gate and asked for a drink of water. Mrs. Farquhar was only toe, happy to serve him with her own white hands. While she was fetching the water her husband approached the dusty horseman and inquired eagerly for news from the front.
"The Yanks are repairing the railroads," said the man, "and are getting ready for another advance. They have reached the Owl Creek bridge, put it in order and built a stockade on the north bank. The commandant has issued an order, which is posted everywhere, declaring that any civilian caught interfering with the railroad, its bridges, tunnels or trains will be summarily hanged. I saw the order."
"How far is it to the Owl Creek bridge?" Farquhar asked.
"About thirty miles."
"Is there no force on this side the creek?"
"Only a picket post half a mile out, on the railroad, and a single sentinel at this end of the bridge."
"Suppose a man--a civilian and student of hanging--should elude the picket post and perhaps get the better of the sentinel," said Farquhar, smiling, "what could he accomplish?"
The soldier reflected. "I was there a month ago," he replied. "I observed that the flood of last winter had lodged a great quantity of driftwood against the wooden pier at this end of the bridge. It is now dry and would burn like tow."
The lady had now brought the water, which the soldier drank. He thanked her ceremoniously, bowed to her husband and rode away. An hour later, after nightfall, he repassed the plantation, going northward in the direction from which he had come. He was a Federal scout.


III

As Peyton Farquhar fell straight downward through the bridge he lost consciousness and was as one already dead. From this state he was awakened--ages later, it seemed to him--by the pain of a sharp pressure upon his throat, followed by a sense of suffocation. Keen, poignant agonies seemed to shoot from his neck downward through every fiber of his body and limbs. These pains appeared to flash along well-defined lines of ramification and to beat with an inconceivably rapid periodicity. They seemed like streams of pulsating fire heating him to an intolerable temperature. As to his head, he was conscious of nothing but a feeling of fulness--of congestion. These sensations were unaccompanied by thought. The intellectual part of his nature was already effaced; he had power only to feel, and feeling was torment. He was conscious of motion. Encompassed in a luminous cloud, of which he was now merely the fiery heart, without material substance, he swung through unthinkable arcs of oscillation, like a vast pendulum. Then all at once, with terrible suddenness, the light about him shot upward with the noise of a loud splash; a frightful roaring was in his ears, and all was cold and dark. The power of thought was restored; he knew that the rope had broken and he had fallen into the stream. There was no additional strangulation; the noose about his neck was already suffocating him and kept the water from his lungs. To die of hanging at the bottom of a river!--the idea seemed to him ludicrous. He opened his eyes in the darkness and saw above him a gleam of light, but how distant, how inaccessible! He was still sinking, for the light became fainter and fainter until it was a mere glimmer. Then it began to grow and brighten, and he knew that he was rising toward the surface--knew it with reluctance, for he was now very comfortable. "To be hanged and drowned," he thought? "that is not so bad; but I do not wish to be shot. No; I will not be shot; that is not fair."
He was not conscious of an effort, but a sharp pain in his wrist apprised him that he was trying to free his hands. He gave the struggle his attention, as an idler might observe the feat of a juggler, without interest in the outcome. What splendid effort!--what magnificent, what superhuman strength! Ah, that was a fine endeavor! Bravo! The cord fell away; his arms parted and floated upward, the hands dimly seen on each side in the growing light. He watched them with a new interest as first one and then the other pounced upon the noose at his neck. They tore it away and thrust it fiercely aside, its undulations resembling those of a water snake. "Put it back, put it back!" He thought he shouted these words to his hands, for the undoing of the noose had been succeeded by the direst pang that he had yet experienced. His neck ached horribly; his brain was on fire; his heart, which had been fluttering faintly, gave a great leap, trying to force itself out at his mouth. His whole body was racked and wrenched with an insupportable anguish! But his disobedient hands gave no heed to the command. They beat the water vigorously with quick, downward strokes, forcing him to the surface. He felt his head emerge; his eyes were blinded by the sunlight; his chest expanded convulsively, and with a supreme and crowning agony his lungs engulfed a great draught of air, which instantly he expelled in a shriek!
He was now in full possession of his physical senses. They were, indeed, preternaturally keen and alert. Something in the awful disturbance of his organic system had so exalted and refined them that they made record of things never before perceived. He felt the ripples upon his face and heard their separate sounds as they struck. He looked at the forest on the bank of the stream, saw the individual trees, the leaves and the veining of each leaf--saw the very insects upon them: the locusts, the brilliant-bodied flies, the grey spiders stretching their webs from twig to twig. He noted the prismatic colors in all the dewdrops upon a million blades of grass. The humming of the gnats that danced above the eddies of the stream, the beating of the dragon flies' wings, the strokes of the water-spiders' legs, like oars which had lifted their boat--all these made audible music. A fish slid along beneath his eyes and he heard the rush of its body parting the water.
He had come to the surface facing down the stream; in a moment the visible world seemed to wheel slowly round, himself the pivotal point, and he saw the bridge, the fort, the soldiers upon the bridge, the captain, the sergeant, the two privates, his executioners. They were in silhouette against the blue sky. They shouted and gesticulated, pointing at him. The captain had drawn his pistol, but did not fire; the others were unarmed. Their movements were grotesque and horrible, their forms gigantic.
Suddenly he heard a sharp report and something struck the water smartly within a few inches of his head, spattering his face with spray. He heard a second report, and saw one of the sentinels with his rifle at his shoulder, a light cloud of blue smoke rising from the muzzle. The man in the water saw the eye of the man on the bridge gazing into his own through the sights of the rifle. He observed that it was a grey eye and remembered having read that grey eyes were keenest, and that all famous marksmen had them. Nevertheless, this one had missed.
A counter-swirl had caught Farquhar and turned him half round; he was again looking into the forest on the bank opposite the fort. The sound of a clear, high voice in a monotonous singsong now rang out behind him and came across the water with a distinctness that pierced and subdued all other sounds, even the beating of the ripples in his ears. Although no soldier, he had frequented camps enough to know the dread significance of that deliberate, drawling, aspirated chant; the lieu. tenant on shore was taking a part in the morning's work. How coldly and pitilessly--with what an even, calm intonation, presaging, and enforcing tranquillity in the men--with what accurately measured inter vals fell those cruel words:
"Attention, company! . . Shoulder arms! . . . Ready! . . . Aim! . . . Fire!"
Farquhar dived--dived as deeply as he could. The water roared in his ears like the voice of Niagara, yet he heard the dulled thunder of the volley and, rising again toward the surface, met shining bits of metal, singularly flattened, oscillating slowly downward. Some of them touched him on the face and hands, then fell away, continuing their descent. One lodged between his collar and neck; it was uncomfortably warm and he snatched it out.
As he rose to the surface, gasping for breath, he saw that he had been a long time under water; he was perceptibly farther down stream nearer to safety. The soldiers had almost finished reloading; the metal ramrods flashed all at once in the sunshine as they were drawn from the barrels, turned in the air, and thrust into their sockets. The two sentinels fired again, independently and ineffectually.
The hunted man saw all this over his shoulder; he was now swimming vigorously with the current. His brain was as energetic as his arms and legs; he thought with the rapidity of lightning.
The officer," he reasoned, "will not make that martinet's error a second time. It is as easy to dodge a volley as a single shot. He has probably already given the command to fire at will. God help me, I cannot dodge them all!"
An appalling plash within two yards of him was followed by a loud, rushing sound, diminuendo, which seemed to travel back through the air to the fort and died in an explosion which stirred the very river to its deeps!
A rising sheet of water curved over him, fell down upon him, blinded him, strangled him! The cannon had taken a hand in the game. As he shook his head free from the commotion of the smitten water he heard the deflected shot humming through the air ahead, and in an instant it was cracking and smashing the branches in the forest beyond.
"They will not do that again," he thought; "the next time they will use a charge of grape. I must keep my eye upon the gun; the smoke will apprise me--the report arrives too late; it lags behind the missile. That is a good gun."
Suddenly he felt himself whirled round and round--spinning like a top. The water, the banks, the forests, the now distant bridge, fort and men--all were commingled and blurred. Objects were represented by their colors only; circular horizontal streaks of color--that was all he saw. He had been caught in a vortex and was being whirled on with a velocity of advance and gyration that made him giddy and sick. In a few moments he was flung upon the gravel at the foot of the left bank of the stream--the southern bank--and behind a projecting point which concealed him from his enemies. The sudden arrest of his motion, the abrasion of one of his hands on the gravel, restored him, and he wept with delight. He dug his fingers into the sand, threw it over himself in handfuls and audibly blessed it. It looked like diamonds, rubies, emeralds; he could think of nothing beautiful which it did not resemble. The trees upon the bank were giant garden plants; he noted a definite order in their arrangement, inhaled the fragrance of their blooms. A strange, roseate light shone through the spaces among their trunks and the wind made in their branches the music of Æolian harps. He had no wish to perfect his escape--was content to remain in that enchanting spot until retaken.
A whiz and rattle of grapeshot among the branches high above his head roused him from his dream. The baffled cannoneer had fired him a random farewell. He sprang to his feet, rushed up the sloping bank, and plunged into the forest.
All that day he traveled, laying his course by the rounding sun. The forest seemed interminable; nowhere did he discover a break in it, not even a woodman's road. He had not known that he lived in so wild a region. There was something uncanny in the revelation.
By nightfall he was fatigued, footsore, famishing. The thought of his wife and children urged him on. At last he found a road which led him in what he knew to be the right direction. It was as wide and straight as a city street, yet it seemed untraveled. No fields bordered it, no dwelling anywhere. Not so much as the barking of a dog suggested human habitation. The black bodies of the trees formed a straight wall on both sides, terminating on the horizon in a point, like a diagram in a lesson in perspective. Overhead, as he looked up through this rift in the wood, shone great garden stars looking unfamiliar and grouped in strange constellations. He was sure they were arranged in some order which had a secret and malign significance. The wood on either side was full of singular noises, among which--once, twice, and again--he distinctly heard whispers in an unknown tongue.
His neck was in pain and lifting his hand to it found it horribly swollen. He knew that it had a circle of black where the rope had bruised it. His eyes felt congested; he could no longer close them. His tongue was swollen with thirst; he relieved its fever by thrusting it forward from between his teeth into the cold air. How softly the turf had carpeted the untraveled avenue--he could no longer feel the roadway beneath his feet!
Doubtless, despite his suffering, he had fallen asleep while walking, for now he sees another scene--perhaps he has merely recovered from a delirium. He stands at the gate of his own home. All is as he left it, and all bright and beautiful in the morning sunshine. He must have traveled the entire night. As he pushes open the gate and passes up the wide white walk, he sees a flutter of female garments; his wife, looking fresh and cool and sweet, steps down from the veranda to meet him. At the bottom of the steps she stands waiting, with a smile of ineffable joy, an attitude of matchless grace and dignity. Ah, how beautiful she is! He springs forward with extended arms. As he is about to clasp her he feels a stunning blow upon the back of the neck; a blinding white light blazes all about him with a sound like the shock of a cannon--then all is darkness and silence!
Peyton Farquhar was dead; his body, with a broken neck, swung gently from side to side beneath the timbers of the Owl Creek bridge.