Apology

Some people say that “Apology is a symbol of weakness,” well I do not agree with that statement at all. Just because you apologize to someone, doesn’t mean you’re weaker than the people who you apologize to, otherwise you’re stronger than them. You’re brave enough to admitted and accepted that you were wrong, and you need to apologize to them. And it’s not wrong if you admitted and accepted that you were wrong, I mean we are human not perfect like God right? Human make a mistake and could hurt each other even though without we realize it, but if God himself who’s perfect can forgive us for our mistakes, who we are kidding that we (Human) can’t forgive the mistakes that made by ourselves, Human, who’s not perfect. But if you feel that you don’t have to apologize to someone, if you feel that you’re not wrong, and then you don’t have to apologize. I said that “if you feel” not “if you think,” because sometimes our mind couldn’t realize and won’t admitted that we are wrong, our mind is too prestige to do that. But our heart will not lie to us if we do something wrong, you’ll get the feel that you gotta fix it while you can before it’s too late and it become more complicated. But if you made a mistake and your heart couldn’t realize it and won’t admit it, then there’s something wrong with your heart. I don’t what it is, because the only person than know your heart more than anyone is yourself. But here’s the most important thing that you have to do when you’re apologize is that you gotta mean it and promise you’ll never do the same mistake in the future ever again, if you’re not, no one promising you that you will get a second chance. Made you mistake to be your experience, and learn from your experience, because experience is the most valuale lesson that you will ever get it in your life, its not the best teacher, but its the best lesson.

“Apologize while you can if you made a mistake, before it’s too late even though it’s never too late” – Redy Pajero

The review of the film “Money Ball”

In my opinion, this movie is had such of excruciating details that for some people it may be find out it was extremely boring and confusing. It’s too much talk and less action, I mean it’s not kind a movie that everyone would watch it. Well sure, for American it is an entertaining movie because it tells about one of the sports that really popular in their country. But for the people beside American, for example like Indonesian, we will find out that it was a little bit bore snored. I’m sorry, I just trying to be honest here. No offense, American. For example like sport Hockey, it is Canadian the most favorite sports, isn’t it? So if they would make a movie about it, they’re (Canadian) absolutely gonna like it cause it was the most popular sports in their country. The same thing that would happen in Europe that really liked soccer as their favorite sports, you know what I mean? I’m just saying that this film is just not for everyone.

Then again, the scene that shows when they actually play the game is really minimums. I just remembered that this movie is talking a lot about their team economics, their self-esteem problem, and bla bla bla. I mean I’m not surprise when I read the title of this movie itself, that entitled “Money Ball”, I mean what is that even mean? Is it a ball that has money in it? Is it a pile of money that shape like a ball? I don’t even understand the title of this movie. But that ashamed because the actor that starring this movie is quite high quality actor, so it can be saved by the impressing action from Brad Pitt as Billy Beane. The coach that really want the team that he coached is really success, I appreciate the hardwork and the effort that he shows and he put on in this team. So impressive. And also, I like the dramatically ending when Peter Brand shows a video to Billy Beane of some player who had a home run and he even didn’t realize it that he made a home run. It taught me that sometimes if we had do something that really big, we didn’t realize it until we sober that we had do something that really big. In the conclusion, this movie is not too bad. If you are a baseball fans, then you must watch this movie. Trust me, you’re gonna like the dramatically winning of the team in the final match. You’re gonna able to feel the emotional and feels the chilling atmosphere in one the most popular sports in America!

Happy Earth Day

Happy Birthday, Sweet Mother Nature! (Not a metaphor to express of surprise), but honestly I don’t know the ages of the Earth today, that’s why I avoided the numeral greetings happy birthday (For example: 8^th Birthday). The point is, our earth is getting old. Isn’t that for everyone? That when we had a birthday, we’re getting old one year every year in the day of our birthday. And of course, we’re want a present from the other people (but if you have mature enough, you don’t need a present though), so were Earth. But I think the Earth is don’t want any present from us, it just want us to take care of it such a good care of, the Earth just want us to not stop care about it, love it, and protect it. Don’t throw a litter to the place that is not belong to a litter to be thrown, just don’t throw a litter anywhere, don’t cut off the trees until they’re all gone just for the economics reason, also think about the environments itself. We don’t want to live only just breath carbon dioxide, aren’t we? We’re gonna die for sure if we’ve only live by breathed the carbon dioxide. Sure we need the oxygen to breath, right? So, don’t cut off the trees that literally sucking over one billion carbon dioxide in a one year. That’s so nice of them to do that for us, isn’t them? Yes, they were nice. So, we have to be nice to them too right? That’s why I said all that things, and I suggest to you guys to do it. Even if we can’t do it, just try to prevent it okay? Just tried our best, cause that’s all we can do. The rest of it, it’s hang on to the decision of God to the Earth itself, because he’s the one who created the Earth and every living creature in it, including us. God bless our Sweet Mother Nature! (Once again, it’s not a metaphor to express of surprise).

Khutbah Terakhir RASULULLAH SAW

Sudah Tahukah Anda ? Detik-detik kepergian RASULULLAH SAW.

Bismillahirrahmaanirrahiim...

Pagi itu Rasululloh dengan suara terbata-bata berkutbah, " Wahai umat ku. kita semua dalam kekuasaan Allah dan cinta kasih_Nya, maka taat dan bertaqwala kepada_Nya. Ku wariskan dua perkara kepada kalian, Al Qur'an dan Sunnahku. Siapa yang mencintai Sunnahku, berarti mencintaiku dan kelak orang-orang yang mencintaiku akan masuk surga bersama-sama aku"

Kutbah singkat itu di akhiri dengan pandangan mata rasululloh yang tenang dan penuh minat menatap satu persatu sahabatnya. Abu bakar menatap mata itu dengan berkaca-kaca. Umar menahan nafas dan tangisnya. Usman menghela nafas panjang. Ali menundukkan kepala.

Isyarat telah datang, saatnya telah tiba, " Rasululloh akan meninggalkan kita semua" keluh hati sahabat. Manusia tercinta itu, hampi selesai tunaikan tugasnya. Tanda-tanda itu makin kuat. Ali dengan cekatan memeluk rasululloh yang lemah dan goyah ketika turun dari mimbar.

Matahari kian tinggi, tapi pintu rumah rasululloh masih tertutup. Di dalamnya rasul terbaring lemah dengan kening berkeringat membasahi pelepah kurma alas tidurnya. Tiba-tiba dari luar pintu terdengar salam, "bolehkah saya masuk?'
tanyanya.

Fatimah tak mengijinkan masuk. "Maafkan ayahku sedang demam."

Ia kembali menemani ayahnya yang ternyata sudah membuka mata dan bertanya, "siapakah itu wahai anakku" "Tak taulah ayahku, sepertinya baru kali ini aku melihatnya" tutur Fatimah lembut.

Rasul menatap putrinya dengan pandangan yang mengetarkan. Seolah-olah bagian demi bagian wajah putrinya hendak di kenangnya.

" Ketahuilah. Dialah yang menghapuskan kenikmatan sementara. Dialah yang memisahkan pertemuan di dunia. dialah malaikul maut" kata rasululloh. Fatimahpun menahan ledakan tangisnya.

Ketika malaikat maut datang mendekat, rasul menanyakan kenapa jibril tidak menyertainya. Kemudian di panggilah jibril yang sudah bersiap di atas langit dunia menyambut ruh kekasih Allah ini.

"Jibril, jelaskan apa hakku nanti di hadapan Allah" tanya rasul dengan suara yang teramat lemah.

"Pintu-pintu langit telah terbuka. para malaikat telah menanti ruhmu. Semua surga terbuka lebar menanti kedatanganmu," kata Jibril. Ternyata itu tidak membuat rasul lega. Matanya masih penuh gambaran kecemasan.

" Engkau tidak senang mendengar kabar ini?" tanya jibril.

" Kabarkan kepadaku bagaimana nasib umatku kelak?"

" Jangan khawatir ya rasul Allah, aku pernah mendengar Allah berfirman kepada ku, Ku haramkan surga bagi siapa saja, kecuali umat muhammad telah berada di dalamnya" kata jibril.

Detik-detik semakin dekat. Saatnya Izrail melakukan tugasnya. Perlahan ruh rasululloh di tarik. Nampak sekujur tubuh rasul bersimbah peluh, urat-urat lehernya menegang. "Jibril, betapa sakit sakaratul maut ini" rasululloh mengaduh lirih. Fatimah terpejam. Ali yang berada di sampingnya menunduk semakin dalam. Jibril memalingkan muka.

"Jijikkah kau melihatku, hingga kau palingkan wajahmu Jibril?" tanya rasululloh pada malaikat pengantar wahyu itu.

"Siapa yang sanggup melihat kekasih Allah di renggut ajal," kata Jibril. Kemudian terdengar rasul memekik karena sakit yang tak tertahankan. "Ya Allah, dasyat nian maut ini, timpahkan saja semua siksa maut ini kepadaku, jangan pada umatku".

Badan rasul mulai dingin, kaki dan dadanya sudah tak bergerak lagi. Bibirnya bergetar seakan hendak membisikkan sesuatu. Ali segera mendekatkan telinganya, " Uushikum bis shalati, wa maa malakat aymanukum. Peliharalah sholat dan peliharalah orang-orang lemah diantara kamu"

Di luar pintu tangispun mulai terdengar bersahutan. Sahabat saling berpelukan. Fatimah menutupkan tangan di wajahnya. Dan Ali kembali mendekatkan telinga di bibir rasul yang mulai kebiruan, " Ummatii..., ummatii...., ummatii...,"

Berakhirlah hidup manusia mulia yang memberi sinaran itu. Allahumma sholli 'ala Muhammad wa baarik wa salim 'alaihi."

Wallahu a'lam

The Mystical Numbers

The Mystical Numbers are the number that fit and pair with each other, and meant to be with the other number, some say that if we do this pair, we got a good number. Believe it or not, it's up to you.

0-1
1-0
2-5
3-8
4-7
5-2
6-9
7-4
8-3
9-6
 

For example: "5247"

Bad Boys Gang

Bad Boys Gang is a rap group band founded in 1995. This rap group band is founded by Marshall Marion alias “Guys Shady” on Rap and Vocals, and Curtis James alias “88 Dollars” also in Rap and Vocals, Marion and James are grow up together in the south of Detroit, Michigan. Even when Marion was married and had a son, James is his best man at the wedding. The other members that join this group are Alex Arrow alias “Buddhist Ears” on Guitars and Rap, Jack Brown alias “Jazzy Suit” on Bass and Rap, Bernard Jackson alias “Boarder Beardy” on Keyboards and Rap, and Michael Thomas alias “Big Fat Belly” on Drums and Rap. This band came up with Hip-Hop, R&B, New Waves, Electronic, and Blues music. Influence by D12 and The Roots, they tried to make music with true and honest reality from their life and sometimes is not too easy for them, cause grow up and living in the south of Detroit with full of battle between rap group and the other rap group is not an easy life to live in. With all the experience that they have in each of member in this group, they will bring their music to the highest level of the music industry through Angels Demons Records.

The Black Bloody Hell Asparagus

The Black Bloody Hell Asparagus or being shorted “TBBHA” is a pure emo band founded in 2010 by three college best friend, Donnie Winder on Vocals and Piano, Drake Fitchens on Guitars and Piano, and Anderw Gomez on Drums. This band is the most emotional band in ADR, whether its from their musicality or their personality. That’s why Ralph Vines was interested to this band to recruiting by offering them to join in his records company. After one year through the records and mixing session, they release their first debut album entitled “Face It or Die” which is very smashing album of the year with featuring their major single while they were an indie band was “Don’t Look Down” is very popular single whether in a local radio or in the music channels. Now after they major success, they have a burden to keep up their emotional musicality to make their personality more strong than before. Which they did on their second album entitled “Born, Live, and Die” with featuring single “You Better Die” which is very emotional and influence to their fans. This year, they were busy touring to some country in Europe, Asia, Australia, and of course America. Let’s see the next emotional song that they will produce.

Slow Motion Scenes

Slow Motion Scenes is a pop punk band founded in 2008 by Albert Genery and Chris Williams, this band it has the youngest member in Angels Demons Records which is Albert Genery on Guitars and Vocals. And another member in this band is Chris Williams on Guitars and Backing Vocals, Ryan Johnson on Bass, and Deryck Baldes on Drums. The fans of this band are huge, but most of all their fans are come from the teenagers who are really into this kind of music. It is proved when they’ve release their first debut album entitled “So Good, So Bad” with featuring single “Teenager Anthem” is a smashing hit single in the top chart 100 of Billboard America. Now, they were busy with touring all around the world with any other pop punk band on Vans Warped Tour 2012. After they get back from the tour, they will prepare their second album that they says is more mature and spirit that reflected through their music.

Vines Brothers

Vines Brothers is a trio power pop rock band founded in 2008, it’s also it can said that this is side project of Ralph Adam Vines beside The Child Tunes, but the difference is in this band he’s invited his two brother, and they are Teddy James Vines on Guitars and Vocals same with himself, and Nathaniel Nelly Vines on Lead Vocals, and for the rest of the band, they’re using additional musician. In Angels Demons Records, they’ve been release their debut album entitled “It’s About Power”  is very smashing album in 2008, its sold over more than 1 million copies, then in 2009 they release their second album entitled “Another City, Another Life” with single “City of Love”, its sold over more than 3 million copies in a one week, and that’s make them have to join your around the world with the other ADR artist. It’s not surprising this band is able to make a such brilliant success cause its formed by the three brother that come from a great musician family that has been generate from generation to generation, Vines family.